Countdown started today... failure also started today.

So, today I was supposed to start cutting caffeine, take vitamins daily and start stepping down from regular food to 3 protein shakes and an all liquid diet for the 2 whole weeks before surgery ....

Started the morning off ok - had just a single shot of coffee with non fat milk and sf syrup. Didn't take the vitamins because I haven't bought them yet, but tomorrow night on my way home I will pick them up.
Managed the morning, but I think I waited too long for the shake because I did the shake and my can of soup really close together and then found that I was STARVING. I had some almonds, but that didn't really help.
Started my drive home, ready to fall asleep and with my stomach growling like crazy... I stopped at McDonalds... I didn't make the WORST choice, but I didn't make the best choice either.
Decided to skip dinner... until it was on the table... and ended up eating tater tots w/ dip....
Should have made a better choice because about an hour ago I was super hungry again. PB  toast and 2 pudding cups.

Good God. No wonder I'm where I am.

Tomorrow is a new day. Yes. Tomorrow.
Or, now.

4 - Favorite photo of my best friend

Well, outside of my husband, I don't have one.

Not a best friend in the normal sense anyway, no single BFF who  I share all of life secrets with... who laughs with and at me, cries right along beside me... no one single person with inside jokes.
I have been getting really close with my little sister, but there are still some things I just don't share. I have some really great friends, who I have seen me at my worst, some have seen me at my best. I have laughed hysterically... but not cry very often.
The truth is though, that even if I had ONE best friend, I still probably wouldn't tell them everything. Turns out, I'm kind of guarded.
Go figure.